STILL LOOSING...

I wasnt able to post yesterday. However I did loose another pound I was 202.6. I kind of cheated later on in the day yesterday I had 3 chicken strips which were breaded. I was starving and was a little dizy while I was making my dinner. However, when I woke up this morning I was 200.....YEA!!!!
I have to admitt I feel like I am going to foat away with all the water I am drinking. I am having my coffee in the morning I bought some stevia for sweetner and I am putting 2 tbl of lowfat milk in it. I tried the first day without it and my head was foggy all day. This seems to help. Isnt hindering my weight loss. We will see, hopefully I wont have to give it up. I am also drinkning caffeene free tea. This seams to help with all the boring water I have to drink.
We are off to a long day of DR. app for Hunter and Autumn.
I WILL STAY 100% TODAY!!

Today is the first day actually on the diet. I dont even want to call it a Diet because I dont want to think of that.

I am so relieved I do not have to stuff my face anymore. And to my suprise I woke up this morning and had lost weight!!! I was 206.8 yesterday, and this morning I was 205.8!! How do you loose weight when you are eating everything in site? Not to mention the most fatty foods you could get your hands on.

I already have drank 3 glasses of water, had my first shake. That was ok. It is chocholate flavor. I am missing my daily cup of coffee I always have in the morning. I can have it but I can not have any milk, or sugar. I am waiting until I go back to the DR to get some sweetner, then I will try to have it without milk. That will take some getting use to.

I will try to write some more tonight to let you know how my first day went. I am excided!!

I am ready for a new me.

I have finally decided to do it!! I will loose weight, I will be happy with myself. Steve is in Iraq and there is no better time to do it than now. Thursday, 3 days ago, I went to the HCG weight loss clinic. I have tried everything there is known to man aside from surgery. I have even thought of that. I just finished 6 months of phentermine. It worked for maye the first 3 months. Then like everything else my body became immune to it.
I recieved my first HCG shot on Thursday. I am suppose to be gorging myself in food, the higher the fat the better. You do this for the first 2 to 3 days. I chose to do it for 2.5 days due to getting the shot on Thursday and I not due to go back until Friday for my next shot. I have been eating everything Pizza, ice cream, donughts. I am so stuffed I can hardly move. I feel disgusting!!! Tomorrow is my first day on the actual "diet" I cant waite. I know now why they have you engorge in food because by the time you are ready to start you dont want to even look at food. My weight today is 206. I was 201 on Thursday when I weighed in at the DR. I would say I have eaten just about everything these past couple of days.